The Shadow of my living avatar

Hmm...Well it has been a long while but I managed to hitch a ride in a quantum singularity and made it back to you all safe and sound or at least close enough. Well I am managing each day in life with only minor problems mostly cause by my counter parts barbaric human emotions. I had though that I manage to destroy what was left of those vile emotions that make our lives miserable he managed to bring them back and of course he manage to start off with a great one the emotional loss of being with our human female companion ship BLAH. Oh well we will manage even if we must draw up the reserve energy set aside for the stabilization of our damned emotions.

Ok now to more pressing matters….GOSIP. We have several friends who are in the process of creating hmmm….rather dynamic life styles for them selves. Lets start with our friend who now in his seventh month or so relationship has now completely transferred all cognitive decision making authority to his companion who now not orchestrates his entire schedule but also pre-approves all major decisions and now through divine training has manage to remove all of the independent personality traits to which we have devoted sizable resources to nurturing and maintaining.
Our next subject will be one of our more recent projects in which the subject seems to be entertaining the idea that they only going to be focusing on academic goals instead of procreation but as we predicted the latter seems to be winning the over all battle for allocation time of cognitive resources. There fore we predict on the subjects current path the unfortunate event of father hood or at least academic failure is destined to occur based the current activity of curtain stimuli with in the subject’s environment.

Well I hope our analytical gossip has at its very least provided you with some entertainment and perhaps some insight for some until next time.


Good night the few and nonexistent,

I. Avatar

the end is near

Hello again I am sorry I have not shared my useless thoughts for my other self has required my complete attention for he has been a little stressed. We have discovered that our friends all have little things that can drive us insane such as Zac the one who spends his days antagonizing those around him, Justin the newly discovered “cool guy” who has undergone a metamorphisms from a retarded hormone crazed virgin with no life to a hormone crazed non-virgin subservient with no life, then there is David the hypocritical gamer junky and cyber chat addict with no drive or ambition. Jackson who lives in a world where he manipulates those around him and then wonders why so people stop talking to him when tired by his constant attempt to control them, and finally we have Chris a friend who you can really get along with or at least until the old friend hierarchy is restored and you are stuck out side the inner circle we are still trying to identify whether this friendship will pan out or die just as fast as it started… oh well. However we still call these people our friends and we are current trying to figure out why. I know that I have really scorned some people to which are my closest friends and it is not like these are bad people on the contrary these people are the few in this world that have earned my respect and trust but I feel that I just have to say it and if they read it oh well I guess I will just have to face the consequences of my thoughts and feelings. We apologize for this out burst but we wanted to say something while we still could.



I think that another dark period is upon us where by we loose all of our closest friends and we must rethink are existence or at least the determine whether we should discontinue it. It seems that we have become a burden on those around us. We feel that we are slipping back in to the darkness and have started to show signs of loss in our humanity such as wanting to do things we know are wrong like drinking, seeing only the things in our friends that vexes us, and finally entertaining scenarios where by which the termination of our existence will have a minimal effect on the rest of the universe.

So long and until next time we hope.

Well after the screaming of my fellow avatars I had to write one again to you nonexistent but faithful. I have been going crazy with my school work but I seem to managing some how. I failed my self this week when I was driven to purchase an addictive game to which I have no time to play. That Game to which my stereotypical computer geek consumer self had to have was “Star Wars Galaxies,” I have only had it for a few day but with the epidemic it has caused in such a short time amongst my friends I must say that it will last at least for a while. I do have a new link for those of you interested in other languages I have a web site that translates in to several different languages quickly and easily.

Word Reference.com

Another day bites the dust and the rigger of being a full time student, and part time employee, and a spiritual avatar have finally set in. I am sorry that I have not the time to write down my most meaningless thoughts. However I do have a couple of good links to give you.

AvantBrowser.com- a upgrade for IE that gives you a million different tools to use like a built in pop-up blocker and flash filter. This is a must download…however I should also say that I am still testing it and I have not found any bugs.

Macdesignonline.com- even thought this is a site that is geared toward Mac users it still has great tips for programs such as flash and Photoshop

Well it is time to return to my more meager existence until next time.

I don't have much time to chat today so I will make it brief I have a couple of good links that are worth taking a look at

Wikipedia.com- this is a cool free online encyclopedia made up of article published by a community of students, teachers,
And any one else who thinks they have something important to share.


justanotherplace- This is just a small joint venture with a friend of mine a sort of self-
Expression.

Well I have to go rejoin the living until next time

Well it is day one of my new existence in the world of the somewhat living. I take on my new roll as a cyber avatar with enthusiasm, curiosity, and a little fear. I can only hope that this new existence proves to be a productive and iinsightful one.